December 2010
91 posts
I would rather read something negative about myself than read something positive...
– Russell Brand
i dont know.
pause: flashback to the future. me and the bottle:
hangover heads and ripped knees,
carnage and chaos.
the morning hurt more than the night,
ashtray eyes and wineglass wishes.
the addiction was in the hours between consciousness and eighteen,
i couldn’t do it like the real trainwrecks,
i am more a momentary brake-failure.
the romance was in the dependence,
i couldn’t live...
drinking cask wine mixed with peach ice tea. not that i cant handle it by itself (the tea i mean). but why drink all those calories if it wont make me feel all warm and fuzzy inside?
im officially a loser. fucking kill me.
im moodswingin like crazy. i better get some goddamn money for goddamn christmas so i can get some goddamn cigarettes. because after goddamn lunch tomorrow im gonna need a whole fucking goddamn pack.
gonna get either monumentally baked or monumentally wasted tomorrow night and look at christmas lights in my hood. should be a laugh.
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lol @ my drunken tumbling last night. i never knew...
for-the-future-deactivated20110 asked: its funny cos i borrowed 'biting anorexia' about a month ago from kew library! i am yet to read it cos i've been so lazy about reading lately, but maybe i'll take it with me to lorne :P
hows things?
hows things?
i like tumblr more than facebook for one very good reason:
i feel safe exposing...
Reblog if you're straight and don't mind if...
i love gay people,i think its because they put up with so nuch shit, that theyre basically the nicest, most open minded motherfuckers out there.pretty much every gay person ive met has been amazing.
there was totally just my chemical romance pokemon...
i saved them all for future lols
Re-blog if you sing along to guitar solos.
i do this ALL THE TIME. was just singing along to a solo about a second ago, then i saw this and i felt bad if i didnt reblog.
OH DEMON ALCOHOL
Accidents.
Let the evening in the backdoor,
filled the room ceiling to the...
– i wasnt born to be a skeleton
tumblrbot asked: WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE INANIMATE OBJECT?
people keep noticing ive lost weight. i almost want to step on the shitty inaccurate scales i have. i wont though. that’d just be stupid.
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i think im turning into a goddamn hipster.
A
- Available: always. - Age: 18
- Annoyance: everything
- Animal: lions and tigers and bears. anything with teeth thatll fuck you up
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- Birthday: september 9 - Body part on opposite sex: hair and eyes - Best weather: spring - Been on stage?: yes - Believe in magic: no. but there are things in the world i consider magical, but i dont believe in wizards and shit - Believe in God: no. -...
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5 Famous People to Invite to Your Dream Dinner Party, Dead or Alive. nick cave
adam green
marilyn manson
prince
slash
5 Bands/Musicians I’ve been Listening to A lot Lately. my chemical romance
guns n roses
mindless self indulgence
frenzal rhomb
black flag
5 Things I’m addicted to. cigarettes
caffiene
art
self destruction
alcohol 5 Biggest Celebrity Crushes. frank iero 5 Songs I Can’t...
americablanche-deactivated20110 asked: im not lying. theres my family and shit
americablanche-deactivated20110 asked: theres more to my life then being your bitch
americablanche-deactivated20110 asked: apparently, according to tumblr bot, you get 25 percent of my love.
im half drunk. im gonna try and paint. ive never...
voirmoncoeur replied to your quote:
OH MY GOD YEAH, HOW HE LIKE, RUNS OUT OF BREATH SUDDENLY, AND HAS TO SUCK IN ALL THE OXYGEN IN THE ROOM. I THOUGHT I WAS THE ONLY ONE THAT NOTICED THAT. PERFECT.
i think he got real excited, I WANNA KNOW WHAT WAS SO EXCITING ABOUT RAYGUN JONES!
it’s super adorable though, Mikey is fucking amaaazing.
like we were in this one band a long time ago called raygun jones *huge gasp*
– mikey way,
makes me laugh EVERY SINGLE TIME
drinking cheap wine,rolling a cigarette, listening...
typical wednesday night
all of my problems stem from my impatience with the mundane and the ordinary.
i want to cry right now.
im a moody bitch tonight. im PMSing. i feel fat and stupid. im a failure. everyone else got their exam results back today, all i got was a harsh reminder that i didnt pass anything, and yesterday my mum said ill never make any money from my art, which killed me, so i want to make heaps and heaps of fucking great paintings. but my nicotine monsters are raging because it’s been three days...
Reblog if you want Thinspo off tumblr
amypaints.tumblr.com
MCFUCK FAST FOOD. AND MCFUCK YOU EVERYTIME YOU EAT IT.
fucking eat real food, stop giving your money to evil motherfuckers and use your fucking brain.
the world makes me wanna puke.
fuck off low self esteem. i dont have time for your bullshit.