January 2011
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well. i was just put in a really heavy situation that i didnt know how to deal with. i never know the right thing to say.
i feel fucking trapped inside my head, full of….feelings, but in that uncomfortable way. i wanna be fucking free again. i tried painting, i tried ripping up my painting, nothing. sometimes i really just wanna smash all the windows in the house, throw a brick at the TV screen, throw plates at the walls, and put on black flag or the sex pistols and just laugh and laugh while there’s...
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ugh, i suppose im lonely, how fucking...
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“If you look at The Young Ones it was a nuclear family. Mike was the dad, Neil...”
– rik mayall
COMPLETE WITH PIGTAILS
true
when people my age love to drink and party
ieroismyhero:
and i’m sitting there like……..
I LOVE DRINKING AND PARTYING AND ARTS AND CRAFTS.
NOTHING in the history of forever has been or ever...
timeless? perhaps.
COMPLETE BASTARDS FOR ONLY MAKING TWO SEASONS. FUCKING HELL.
i mean, if you knew you may not be the young ones very long. then why not make more while you had the chance
D:
BUT STILL
BEST. EVER.
1705) My ED has made me a horrible person. What I...
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never let your favourite things to do be an ‘escape’, make them your LIFE.
my house is all quiet right now and ive just had a ten minute supressed laughing fit just because i was thinking about the young ones. hahaha i suck. my cat is staring at me because i look reasonably psychotic.
has anyone ever had a caffiene high? coz i have, i was on a school camp at the start of 2010 and all the teachers thought i was drunk, but i’d actually had about 3000mg of caffine (one cup of coffee has about 80mg, one coke has 50mg). it was amazing. im drinking tons of caffiene now because im heaps bored.
i like to imagine that boys in bands are all horribly fucked up and mentally illl/ addicted to something. it makes them more lovable.
“take your diamonds and throw ‘em up like you’re bulimic, yeah the...”
– KAAAAAANYE
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just saw a video on youtube of gabe saporta in a liquor store in europe buying campari and little bottles of vodka. i want campari and vodka. i want to be in a liquor store in europe, but rather, i have a cask of day old wine and im in a messy bedroom in rowville. fuck this shit.
maybe now i look like a fuck up failure, but at least im free as a bird.
Climate change. Global financial crisis. Whaling....
zibzabzob:
Of course our generation is depressed.
the socially acceptable guide to drinking alone →
story of my life. glad im not the only one.
I feel connected all of a sudden, like i woke up today and someone had plugged me in. you know? like a lightswitch, maybe my globe had gone out and finally it’s been changed, people can actually see me. yeah.
listening to gaga. having some cheap wine. chilling out. mmm.
BANG BANG WE’RE BEAUTIFUL AND DIRTY RICH
i wear scarves and hoods coz they’re the only poker face that i’ve got left
and everything i love about you is a mess
smash the mirror and break the palm reader’s hand
i want to be better than i am.
i think my social slump is coming to an end. im having drinks with people i havent seen in ages. my friends are remembering my existance, i suppose i had to give them all a chance to miss me, right?
i am misunderstood, but i aint always good, i wont...
last cigarette, not drunk enough. feeling quite...
that girl loves danger, but she dont know when to...
scared-of-reality asked: I want to suck on your penis.
for-the-future-deactivated20110 asked: Amy. Thank you for your beautiful message. It meant alot.
I'm trying. I'm trying so hard to let this not destroy my creativity, or emotions or myself.
I hope that one day, both you and I will be recovered in every problem we have, and are able to meet up for coffee and share some food, and go out drinking and for everything to be perfect and okay. And for you to show me...
I'm trying. I'm trying so hard to let this not destroy my creativity, or emotions or myself.
I hope that one day, both you and I will be recovered in every problem we have, and are able to meet up for coffee and share some food, and go out drinking and for everything to be perfect and okay. And for you to show me...
i just want to inspire people, the way that my...
i heard gabe saporta smokes. and thats sexy as hell. but like, fucking no pictures on the interwebs of him smoking. bummer.
my alcohol tolerance has gone way down. ive gone through two thirds of a bottle of wine and im just about drunk. like, sober enough to type words properly, but drunk enough to sing at the top of my lungs. holy fucking shit.
although, i do miss being real underweight and new to drinking and being able to have four shots of vodka and be drunk as fuck.
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just remembered this whack cartoon called jem and the holograms. and they were this band and they all looked like motley crue groupies and their competition in the music industry was this other band who also looked like motley crue groupies, and they were called the misfits (um..even though thats an actual band) and it was so 80s and awesome. fuuuuck.
i have a huge interest in bands that use a synthesiser. it just makes everything a little bit more magical.
yes. you heard me, synth = magic
back in melbourne. practicing guitar right now. im getting there.
everything in my past feels so far away and unreal. i can barely place any memories. i know how i felt the past week, i just dont remember feeling it. if that makes sense. all my art seems old. everything i do seems old. dispondant. hopeless. boring. who was i five minutes ago? not the same person i am now. surely not. even as im...
“i know that this sounds retarded, but i want to meet a girl i like so much that...”
– Gabe Saporta.
aw.
I am a man. I am a girl. I am shorter than 5’4. I think I’m ugly sometimes. I have many scars. I tan easily. I wish my hair was a different color. I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color. I have a tattoo. I am self-conscious about my appearance. I have/I’ve had braces. I wear glasses. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. I’ve been told...